Simpler Times: Kindergarten
Push her in the sand box,
That means I like you bitch :)
It’s never that easy anymore.
TRUTH.
December 2010
Remember when you first started liking the Jonas Brothers and people told you it was just going to be a "phase" and you would say "No, it's not"?.............Five years later you're even more in love with them. WHAT PHASE BITCHES?!!!!
Let's buy our plane tickets and leave this place.
Yesterday my bestfriend and I were talking, and she told me about an Aunt of hers who just purchased a condo in L.A. that was just sitting around. I shrieked…..she also said that her Aunt wouldn’t mind if she lived there and payed her a small cut of the rent….I shrieked again. So, we both have been DYING to go to L.A. so today I’ve been looking for plane tickets and finding the best prices. I know I belong there, it’s where I want to be. So much opportunity, excitement, adventure, everything. Most of the amazing jobs for my major are in big cities like that too (public relations/mass communications). I wouldn’t mind leaving Miami behind and beginning somewhere new. A place where no one knows me, they can’t judge me, my past, or anything about me except my first impression. Wouldn’t that be cool? Of course it’s more complicated than that, we would need stable jobs, a good income, we both have good cars (Thank God), and I know someone in L.A. Someone who isn’t just a nobody…so that kind of helps. This is just a huge idea, I’m not sure where we’re going with it, but it’s something we are really looking into. Sighhhhhhh. -hopes-
Disney Fairy Tale Weddings by Alfred Angelo
Today was a good day....
Some family is here from New York. My Mom’s half brother and a cousin I think I’ve only met once, when I was a toddler or younger. He’s like 2 years younger, but he’s cool. Things seem to be getting back to normal. I have made a new routine and cycle for myself. I’m getting used to doing things on my own, with friends, going out as I please, wherever I want. I’m back into running which feels GREAT. I ran 3 miles and did 200 crunches yesterday. Today I was soooo sore, so I ran 2.5 and did like 150 crunches. It feels amazing. I really like running in the cold. I run on my treadmill so I know exactly how much I’m running and the exact time. I love it. School is done, I can relax, have a little fun. Some time to myself is really what I need right now. I’m dying to go get a pedicure or a massage. Something to relieve some stress. But….slowly my sadness is going away. Slowly I’m forgetting everything. I think it’s pretty much 99.9% sure that I’ll have a little emotional episode here and there….but for now…I’m content. I’m content with how my life is…I accept where I am..I’m not completely happy, but..I think I’m going on the right path towards that.
